Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Need Help! Kaidan Music?

Hi friends!

I am in crazy-woman mode here at our new house.  We are NOT fully unpacked, we're still awaiting major appliances and furniture, and it turns out that 100-year-old houses have a lot of quirks to be learned.  The house has been unoccupied for over 2 years, so we're trying to clear out all the bugs and critters that like to linger inside and outside.  It's been wonderful and stressful, all at once.

In the midst of all this I am trying to write Sweet Temptation, Kaidan's book.  It's bits of the entire trilogy compiled into one book from Kai's point of view.  I am 3/4 through Sweet Peril, so more than half way done!  I am loving every moment of being lost in Kai's head, but it's been far more time consuming than I expected.  I'm having to read through the original books carefully to make sure Kai's story is consistent. There are cool things I want to do with this book, but the deadline is looming and I'm afraid I cannot do it all.

That's where you come in...

My idea is to start each chapter with 1-4 lines from a song.  I have a few in mind, but I would love to hear what songs come to mind for you!  Please be as specific as possible - band/artist name, song title, and even exact lyrics/lines if you know them.  You have no idea how helpful this will be!  Eep!  Anytime over the next few months, if you hear a line that makes you think of Kai, please run over to my blog and comment here or email me at wendyhigginswrites at gmail.com.  It's probably not a good idea to tweet me with lyrics, because I'm having a hard time keeping up with my feed these days, and I don't want your comments to be lost in cyberspace. DMs are a definite no-I never check them.

I love you, I love you, I love you.  Sending big hugs, lightening bugs, and bay breezes from our new southern home.  And kisses from Kai.  xoxo

Teasers coming soon...

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125 comments:

  1. This song remind me of Kai, especially these lyrics:
    Miles away I can still feel you
    Lay your head down on my embrace
    My embrace
    Far away

    -When you can't sleep at night by Of mice and Men

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  2. Hero by Enrique Iglesias, perhaps? The lyrics are romantic :)

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  3. This makes me think of when he's around Anna: Imagine Dragons - Demons
    [I wanna hide the truth
    I wanna shelter you
    But with the beast inside
    There’s nowhere we can hide]

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    1. OMG! Your idea is great Shanice. I really hope these lyrics are used in Sweet Temptation.

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    2. That was the first song that came to my mind!

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    3. That has always been my personal theme song for Kaidan. Glad I'm not the only one who thinks so.

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    4. perfect!!! wendy use this one!

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  4. And I, think you're from another world,
    and I, I couldn't love another girl,
    cause you, you make me feel like I'm intoxicated.


    Intoxicated by The Cab

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  5. Oddly enough... the chorus of Wild Wild Love by Pitbull makes me think of Kai and Anna.

    "All this wild wild love of ours
    It can't be tamed, no
    For better or worse
    A blessing or a curse
    Long live this wild wild love of ours"


    And even though I detest this band.....

    "You and I
    We don't wanna be like them
    We can make it 'til the end
    Nothing can come between
    You and I"

    -One Direction, "You & I"

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    1. I like your first suggestion better. I hate One Direction too. :)

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  6. The entire song 505 by Arctic Monkeys is perfect, but especially these lines:

    "Stop and wait a sec,
    Oh when you look at me like that my darling,
    What did you expect,
    I probably still adore you with your hands around my neck,
    Or I did last time I checked,

    Not shy of a spark,
    A knife twists at the thought that I should fall short of the mark,
    Frightened by the bite though its no harsher than the bark,
    Middle of adventure, such a perfect place to start"

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  7. Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis
    Made me think of Kai's feelings towards Anna

    "Closed off from love
    I didn't need the pain
    Once or twice was enough
    And it was all in vain
    Time starts to pass
    Before you know it your frozen

    But something happened
    For the very first time with you
    My heart melts into the ground
    Found something true
    And everyone's looking round
    Thinking I'm going crazy

    But I don't care what they say
    I'm in love with you
    They try to pull me away
    But they don't know the truth
    My hearts crippled by the vein
    That I keep closing
    You cut me open and I

    Keep bleeding
    Keep,keep bleeding love...."

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  8. For some reason I always think of Kai and Anna when I hear this song.
    Hurricane by MS MR

    The chorus

    Welcome to the inner workings of my mind
    So dark and foul I can't disguise
    Can't disguise
    Nights like this
    I become afraid
    Of the darkness in my heart
    Hurricane

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  9. Angel with a Shotgun - The Cab

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  10. Oh, also Do I Wanna Know? by Arctic Monkeys. It makes me think of Kai's feelings towards Anna, and hers towards him.

    "Crawling back to you
    Ever thought of calling when you've had a few?
    'Cause I always do
    Maybe I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new
    Now I've thought it through
    Crawling back to you

    So have you got the guts?
    Been wondering if your heart's still open and if so I wanna know what time it shuts
    Simmer down and pucker up
    I'm sorry to interrupt. It's just I'm constantly on the cusp of trying to kiss you
    I don't know if you feel the same as I do
    But we could be together if you wanted to"

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    1. I was just thinking that would be a good choice

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    2. Bite My Tongue by You Me At Six ft Oli Sykes reminds me of Kaiden, and maybe his relationship with his dad, too, specifically this part:

      You keep me on the edge of my seat
      I bite my tongue so you don't hear me
      I wanna hate every part of you in me
      I can't hate the ones who made me

      I'm married to the music
      For better or for worse
      You say that I'm privileged but
      My gift is my curse
      I can't recall the last time
      Someone asking how I was
      Last I checked I was a fucking wreck
      I called for help and no one showed up

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    3. That one is PERFECT for him and his dad!!

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  11. So Close by Jon McLaughlin
    "So close, together.
    And when I'm with you
    So close, to feeling alive.
    A life goes by,
    Romantic dreams must die.
    So I bid my goodbye
    And never knew.
    So close, was waiting,
    Waiting here with you.
    And now, forever, I know
    All that I wanted
    to hold you so close."

    Oh, Calamity by All Time Low

    I Won't Say I'm In Love from Hercules
    Dirty Little Secret by All American Rejects
    More Than You Know by Stereo Skylines
    Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls
    Good Girl by Carrie Underwood
    Let It Go from Frozen

    Monster by Skillet
    "The secret side of me
    I never let you see
    I keep it caged
    But I can't control it
    So stay away from me"

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    1. Love so many of these! So Close (Go Enchanted and Jon, both great!), I Won't Say I'm In Love, Dirty Little Secret, Iris, and Let It Go are ALL favorites of mine!

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  12. Here I am waiting
    I'll have to leave soon
    Why am I holding on?
    We knew this day would come
    We knew it all along
    How did it come so fast?

    This is our last night but it's late
    And I'm trying not to sleep
    Cause I know, when I wake, I will have to slip away
    The whole song of Daylight by Maroon 5

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  13. I think of Devils Don't Fly by Natalia Kills, especially in context with him and Anna.

    "You know devils don't fly
    So don't expect me not to fall
    Devils don't fly
    But God we almost had it all
    But I got chains and you got wings
    You know that life ain't fair sometimes
    Devils don't fly
    But I try

    Angels were never meant to fall
    And you were the loveliest of all
    If I thought God could fix it
    I'd pray for your forgiveness
    But I've been cast down, thrown out
    When I crossed to the other side

    No devils don't fly!"

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  14. I Feel a Sin Coming On by the Pistol Annies!

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  15. Jace Everet - Bad Things
    When you came in the air went out
    and all those shadows there filled up with doubt
    I don't know who you think you are
    but before the night is through
    I wanna do bad things with you.

    I think this song is appropriate ( i love it) if you have the time you should listen it.
    Parachute - Hurricane
    Oh I knew that even if I kept you in the dark it would never do, because it only takes a spark.

    This is one of many lines that reminds me of him, but I think you should listen the song! :D

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  16. Heaven Sent by Hinder

    It's freaking me out that I didn't see
    You're so damn hot girl it's just crazy
    And without a doubt I still can't believe
    That you were right there in front of me

    Never saw the chemistry
    That was there with you and me
    It's been a long time coming

    [Chorus:]
    Just waiting for an angel
    To take me out of my hell
    I'm falling for you
    Just dropping out of thin air
    You came out of nowhere
    Right out of the blue
    When heaven sent you

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  17. Goo Goo Dolls - Iris

    And I'd give up forever to touch you
    'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
    You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
    And I don't wanna go home right now

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    1. Again, I love this song to pieces. :)

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  18. Fun! If this appears twice, it's because it disappeared on me the first time. :)

    Faint by Linkin Park, the chorus and/or:
    I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
    'Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense
    I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
    It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out

    Best I Ever Had (Grey Sky Morning) by Vertical Horizon chorus works well, but also these:
    So you stole my world
    Now I'm just a phony
    Remembering the girl
    Leaves me down and lonely

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    1. Again, I love this song to pieces. :)

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  20. These lines from Love Somebody by Maroon 5:
    If I fall for you, I'll never recover.
    If I fall for you, I'll never be the same.

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  21. Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri

    There are a lot of good lines in this song but I especially like the chorus as it reminds me of Kai's 'line of work'

    And who do you think you are?
    Runnin' 'round leaving scars
    Collecting your jar of hearts
    And tearing love apart
    You're gonna catch a cold
    From the ice inside your soul
    So don't come back for me
    Who do you think you are?

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    1. Yeah! Great point. Love the music video for this one too.

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  22. Heart says I have to try
    For all the wherefores
    All the whys
    Head says I'll be lying
    Like a building fell to the ground
    The glass foundations crashing down
    Love, there's no denying

    Read more: Picture House - Fear Of Flying Lyrics

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  23. Okay, i'll put three lyrics. They're all from My Darkest Days (group).
    The first one is for the "before Anna Kai". When he doesn't know her yet:
    "We don't have to go on dates, you don't have to like my friends
    I won't get in your face when you're making other plans
    If you're tired of the taste, you can try another blend
    My heart will never break, I'm just here to break a sweat."

    The second one is for when Anna and Kai are going through hard times in their relationship and when the world in general (haha). This is Still Worth Fighting For:
    "So take a look into my eyes one last time
    So we never forget
    The way we were before
    When we came alive at the moment we met
    This is still worth fighting for."

    And the last one it's when Kai is apart from Anna because he's in Cali with the band and working and all that. This is Without You:
    "My heart breaks with every beat,
    I can't explain what you do to me
    So just say you'll promise me,
    Please, take me if you ever leave
    But the thought of you gone
    Makes everything wrong in my life
    So stay right here, right now
    'Cause without you I'm a disaster."

    Hope everything with the moving is doing fine and don't worry about Sweet Temptation, you go first! Love you lots, Wen! <3

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  24. Never let a woman go even when you know she can always be replaced.
    She can always be replaced.
    Oh, lust only grows like anger and revenge or beauty comes and goes but love stays until the end.

    Never let a woman go even when you know

    Whether a flower in my hand or a gun in my hand, I'd give it all up for your hand in my hand.
    For the sun on my skin as the morning begins, id die in the dark just to feel your skin on my skin.

    Never let a woman go even when you know

    Your soul
    Your love
    Your blood
    Treasure every beating heart that sets your soul on fire.
    Love will set your soul on fire

    Love Lust - King Charles

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  25. It's too cold outside
    For angels to fly
    An angel will die
    Covered in white
    Closed eye
    And hoping for a better life
    This time, we'll fade out tonight
    Straight down the line

    Ed Sheeran - A team

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  26. I'm gonna pick up the pieces,
    And build a Lego house
    If things go wrong we can knock it down

    My three words have two meanings,
    There's one thing on my mind
    It's all for you

    And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
    If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

    I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
    I'll pick you up when you're getting down
    And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
    I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
    I'll do it all for you in time
    And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now, now

    I'm gonna paint you by numbers
    And colour you in
    If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall

    And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before
    Now I'll surrender up my heart
    And swap it for yours

    I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
    I'll pick you up when you're getting down
    And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
    I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
    I'll do it all for you in time
    And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now

    Don't hold me down
    I think my braces are breaking, and it's more than I can take

    And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm
    If you're broken I will mend you and I'll keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

    I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
    I'll pick you up when you're getting down
    And out of all these things I've done I think I love you better now
    I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
    I'll do it all for you in time
    And out of all these things I've done I will I love you better now

    Ed Sheeran - Lego House

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    1. I sense an Ed Sheeran pattern. Not that I can help it either. His music is SO good.

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  27. Give me love like her,
    'Cause lately I've been waking up alone,
    Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
    Told you I'd let them go,

    And that I'll fight my corner,
    Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
    After my blood turns into alcohol,
    No, I just wanna hold ya.

    Give a little time to me or burn this out,
    We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
    All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
    My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
    My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
    My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
    My, my, my, my, give me love,

    Give me love like never before,
    'Cause lately I've been craving more,
    And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
    Maybe I should let you go,

    You know I'll fight my corner,
    And that tonight I'll call ya,
    After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
    No, I just wanna hold ya.

    Ed Sheeran - Give me love
    (My Favourite! xx)

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  28. I was in the darkness waiting to be found
    My heart was locked away and beaten to the ground
    Tried to find my way but there was no way out
    But when you're close to me whenever you're around

    You take the pain away, you make it worth the wait
    And I pray that I will have you in my life always
    And when my hope is gone you make me keep the faith

    I guess what I'm tryna say
    Baby, you got me falling uncontrollably in love
    Never felt this way
    Got my heart, my soul but, baby, that just isn't enough

    My Name - Mclean

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  29. "Demons" by Imagine Dragons
    (I find the title perfect for such a story as Kaiden's) Also its a song about stuggling with love and greed (PERFECT!)

    Here are the lyrics, please HIGHLY consider these :)

    "Demons"

    When the days are cold
    And the cards all fold
    And the saints we see
    Are all made of gold

    When your dreams all fail
    And the ones we hail
    Are the worst of all
    And the blood’s run stale

    I wanna hide the truth
    I wanna shelter you
    But with the beast inside
    There’s nowhere we can hide

    No matter what we breed
    We still are made of greed
    This is my kingdom come
    This is my kingdom come

    When you feel my heat
    Look into my eyes
    It’s where my demons hide
    It’s where my demons hide
    Don’t get too close
    It’s dark inside
    It’s where my demons hide
    It’s where my demons hide

    At the curtain’s call
    It's the last of all
    When the lights fade out
    All the sinners crawl

    So they dug your grave
    And the masquerade
    Will come calling out
    At the mess you made

    Don't wanna let you down
    But I am hell bound
    Though this is all for you
    Don't wanna hide the truth

    No matter what we breed
    We still are made of greed
    This is my kingdom come
    This is my kingdom come

    When you feel my heat
    Look into my eyes
    It’s where my demons hide
    It’s where my demons hide
    Don’t get too close
    It’s dark inside
    It’s where my demons hide
    It’s where my demons hide

    They say it's what you make
    I say it's up to fate
    It's woven in my soul
    I need to let you go

    Your eyes, they shine so bright
    I wanna save that light
    I can't escape this now
    Unless you show me how

    When you feel my heat
    Look into my eyes
    It’s where my demons hide
    It’s where my demons hide
    Don’t get too close
    It’s dark inside
    It’s where my demons hide
    It’s where my demons hide

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  30. This song always reminds me of Sweet Evil- "Like Sugar" by Matchbox 20

    I'm walking behind you
    Calling the way you
    Give away all your secrets

    You're taking the high road
    And picking your battles
    Just like the day I found you

    I just want to make you go away
    But you taste like sugar
    Yeah you taste like sugar
    I just want to make you go away
    But you taste like sugar
    Yeah you taste like sugar

    Oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh
    Oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh

    I'm starting to want you
    More than I want to
    This ain't my finest hour

    There's something about you
    That I could get in to
    Something that's deep inside you

    I just want to make you go away
    But you taste like sugar
    Yeah you taste like sugar
    I just want to make you go away
    But you taste like sugar
    Girl, you taste like sugar

    Oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh
    Oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh

    If I turn away, away
    I'll come back someday

    Cause I just want to make you go away
    But you taste like sugar
    Yeah you taste like sugar
    I just want to make you go away
    But you taste like sugar
    Yeah, you taste like sugar

    Oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh
    Oh oh-oh-oh oh-oh
    (Yeah, like sugar)

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  31. Hold On We're Going Home originally by Drake but I like Christina Grimmie's Version more.
    LYRICS
    I got my eyes on you
    You're everything that I see
    I want your high love and emotion endlessly
    I can't get over you
    You left your mark on me
    I want your high love and emotion endlessly

    Cause you're a good girl and you know it
    You act so different around me
    Cause you're a good girl and you know it
    I know exactly who you could be
    Just hold on we're going home
    Just hold on we're going home
    It's hard to do these things alone
    Just hold on we're going home (home)
    Christina Grimmie - Hold On, We're Going Home - Studio Version youtube
    Even if you don't want to use it for your book still check it out.

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  32. "The Reason" by Hoobstank

    I'm not a perfect person
    There's many things I wish I didn't do
    But I continue learning
    I never meant to do those things to you
    And so I have to say before I go
    That I just want you to know

    I've found a reason for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    and the reason is you

    I'm sorry that I hurt you
    It's something I must live with everyday
    And all the pain I put you through
    I wish that I could take it all away
    And be the one who catches all your tears
    Thats why I need you to hear

    I've found a reason for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    and the reason is You

    and the reason is You [x3]

    I'm not a perfect person
    I never meant to do those things to you
    And so I have to say before I go
    That I just want you to know

    I've found a reason for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    and the reason is you

    I've found a reason to show
    A side of me you didn't know
    A reason for all that I do
    And the reason is you

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  33. For Kai the songs that make me think of him is King For A Day by Pierce the Veil ft Kellin Quinn

    Please, won't you push me for the last time
    Let's scream until there's nothing left
    So sick of playing, I don't want this anymore
    The thought of you's no fucking fun
    You want a martyr, I'll be one
    Because enough's enough, we're done

    [Vic Fuentes]
    You told me think about it, well I did
    Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore
    I'm tired of begging for the things that I want
    I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

    [Vic Fuentes]
    The thing I think I love
    Will surely bring me pain
    Intoxication, paranoia, and a lot of fame
    Three cheers for throwing up
    Pubescent drama queen
    You make me sick, I make it worse by drinking late

    [Kellin Quinn]
    Scream until there's nothing left
    So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore
    The thought of you's no fucking fun
    You want a martyr I'll be one
    Because enough's enough, we're done

    For Anna an Kai's relationship the song the comes to me is Alone by Sleeping With Sirens ft MGK

    Could you check my pulse for me
    To see if I'm alive
    Cause every time that I am near you
    Is the only time I feel alright
    If there were any way
    I could think to turn back time
    I'd stay here with you
    Sometimes I sit and wonder
    Sometimes I feel like letting go
    All I know is no one should have to be alone

    I don't want to be alone
    I don't want to die alone
    I could fall apart here and now
    I don't want to die alone

    I want to be with you, you, you
    I only want to be with you, you, you

    Tell me what's the point of life
    Is it material?
    Had everything I could ever want and probably more
    When I lay in bed at night
    All I do is think of you
    So when all this is gone what do I have to come home to?
    This life goes by so fast
    Pretty soon I'll grow old
    What would I have but some stories now that I have told
    No one to share them with
    And when it's all done
    What am I left with?
    Tell me what's left

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  34. Walkaway by The Script is such a good song to describe Kaidan's feelings in the 1st book and first half of the 2nd book!

    I don't know why she's with me
    I only brought her trouble since the day she met me
    If I was her, by now I would have left me
    I would have walked away
    But now I've broken away
    Somehow instead she forgave me
    She said a woman's got to do what she's got to do
    Even if it means she denied herself the truth
    Cause when you're in too deep you wake up when it's too late,
    You've fallen in love in the worst way
    And if you don't go now then you'll stay
    Cause I'll never let you leave, never let you breathe
    Cause if you're looking for heaven, baby it sure as hell ain't me

    So walk away
    (walk away)
    Walk away, oh
    Save yourself from the heartache, oh
    Go now before it's too late
    So walk away
    (walk away)
    Walk away, oh
    Save yourself from the heartache, oh
    Go now before it's too late
    But still she stays

    She's standing in the heart of darkness
    Saying I know you got a soul even though you're heartless
    How could any woman in their right mind be so blind,
    To find something this safe
    Instead of walking with me she should have walked away

    She finds color in the darkest places
    She finds beauty in the saddest of faces
    For such a clued in, headstrong city girl
    Could've had the world but she's fallen in love in the worst way
    And if you don't go now then you'll stay
    Cause I'll never let you leave, never let you breathe
    Cause if you're looking for heaven, baby it sure as hell ain't me

    Just a Fool by Christina Aguilera featuring Blake Shelton's also really good in both Anna and Kai's perspectives(:

    Another shot of whiskey please bartender
    Keep it coming 'til I don't remember at all
    How bad it hurts when you're gone (no, no, no, no)

    Turn the music up a little bit louder
    Just gotta get past the midnight hour (uh, huh)
    Maybe tomorrow it won't be this hard

    Who am I kidding?
    I know what I'm missing

    Oh, I had my heart set on you
    But nothing else hurts like you do
    Who knew that love was so cruel (yeah, yeah, yeah)
    And I waited and waited so long
    For someone who'll never come home
    It's my fault to think you'll be true (yeah, yeah)
    I'm just a fool
    (Yeah)

    [Blake Shelton]
    I say that I don't care and walk away, whatever
    And I tell myself we were bad together (uh, huh)
    But that's just me trying to move on without you

    But who am I kidding?
    I know what I'm missing

    I, I had my heart set on you
    But nothing else hurts like you do
    Who knew that love was so cruel (yeah, yeah, yeah)
    And I waited and waited so long
    For someone who'll never come home
    It's my fault to think you'll be true (yeah, yeah)
    I'm just a fool

    For holding onto something that's
    Never ever gonna come back
    I can't accept that it's lost

    I should've let it go
    Held my tongue
    Kept my big mouth shut
    'Cause now everything is just wrong, wrong, wrong

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  35. Bleeding Out by Imagine Dragons
    When the hour is nigh
    And hopelessness is sinking in
    And the wolves all cry
    To fill the night with hollering
    When your eyes are red
    And emptiness is all you know
    With the darkness fed
    I will be your scarecrow
    You tell me to hold on
    Oh you tell me to hold on
    But innocence is gone
    And what was right is wrong
    'Cause I'm bleeding out
    So if the last thing that I do
    Is to bring you down
    I'll bleed out for you
    So I bare my skin
    And I count my sins
    And I close my eyes
    And I take it in
    And I'm bleeding out
    I'm bleeding out for you, for you.

    Nothing Left to Say by Imagine Dragons
    Below my soul
    I feel an engine
    Collapsing as it sees the pain
    If I could only shut it out
    I've come too far
    To see the end now
    Even if my way is wrong
    I keep pushing on and on and on and on
    There's nothing left to say now... [2x]
    I'm giving up, giving up, hey hey, giving up now...[2x]

    Monster by Imagine Dragons
    Can I clear my conscience,
    If I'm different from the rest,
    Do I have to run and hide? (oh oh oh oh)
    I never said that I want this,
    This burden came to me,
    And it's made its home inside (oh oh oh oh)
    If I told you what I was,
    Would you turn your back on me?
    And if I seem dangerous,
    Would you be scared?
    I get the feeling just because,
    Everything I touch isn't dark enough
    That this problem lies in me
    I'm only a man with a candle to guide me,
    I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me.
    A monster, a monster,
    I've turned into a monster,
    A monster, a monster,
    And it keeps getting stronger.

    Battle Cry by Imagine Dragons
    Just one more time before I go
    I'll let you know
    That all this time I've been afraid
    Wouldn't let it show
    Nobody can save me now, no
    Nobody can save me now
    Stars are only visible in darkness
    Fear is ever-changing and evolving
    And I, I feel poisoned inside
    But I, I feel so alive
    Nobody can save you now
    The king is crowned
    It's do or die
    Nobody can save you now
    The only sound
    Is the battle cry

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  36. "Bad Blood" by Bastille

    We were young and drinking in the park
    There was nowhere else to go
    And you said you always had my back
    Oh but how were we to know

    That these are the days that bind you together, forever
    And these little things define you forever, forever

    All this bad blood here, won't you let it dry?
    It's been cold for years, won't you let it lie?

    If we're only ever looking back
    We will drive ourselves insane
    As the friendship goes resentment grows
    We will walk our different ways

    But those are the days that bind us together, forever
    And those little things define us forever, forever

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  37. Battlefield- Jordin Sparks

    Don't try to explain your mind
    I know what's happening here
    One minute it's love and suddenly
    It's like a battle-field
    One word turns into a
    Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
    My world's nothing when you don't
    I'm not here without a shield
    Can't go back now

    Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
    Oh no
    These times when we climb so fast to fall again
    Why we gotta fall for it now

    I never meant to start a war
    You know I never wanna hurt you
    Don't even know what we're fighting for

    Why does love always feel like ...
    a battlefield (battlefield)
    a battlefield (battlefield)
    a battlefield (battlefield)
    (repeat)
    Why does love always feel like

    Can't swallow our pride,
    Neither of us wanna raise that flag
    If we can't surrender
    then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no
    Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
    (nothing)
    Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

    I don't wanna fall for it now
    I never meant to start a war
    You know I never wanna hurt you
    Don't even know what we're fighting for

    Why does love always feel like ...
    a battlefield (battlefield)
    battlefield (battlefield)
    battlefield (battlefield)
    (repeat)
    Why does love always feel like

    You better go and get your armor
    (get your armor)
    Get your armor (get your armor)
    I guess you better go and get your armor
    (get your armor)
    Get your armor (get your armor)
    I guess you better go and get your

    We could pretend that we are friends tonight
    And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
    Cause baby we don't have to fight
    And I don't want this love to feel like

    A battlefield (oh) a battlefield (oh) a battlefield,
    Why does love always feel like a battlefield (oh)
    a battlefield (oh) a battlefield

    I guess you better go and get your armor
    I never meant to start a war (start a war)
    You know I never wanna hurt you
    Don't even know what we're fighting for
    (fighting, fighting for)

    Why does love always feel like ...
    a battlefield (battlefield)
    a battlefield (battlefield)
    a battlefield (battlefield)
    (repeat)
    Why does love always feel like

    You better go and get your armor
    (get your armor)
    Get your armor (get your armor)
    I guess you better go and get your armor
    (get your armor)
    Get your armor (get your armor)
    I guess you better go and get your

    Why does love always feel like
    (whooaa ooow)
    Why does love always feel like
    (whooaa ooow)
    A battlefield, a battlefield..

    I never meant to start a war
    Don't even know What we're fighting for
    I never meant to start a war
    Don't even know What we're fighting for

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  38. Mad at myself-- issues
    "I'm so mad at myself for giving in to what I want"
    (Maybe the beginning verse for before he meets Anna or for when they're not together)

    Say when- the fray
    A few lines from the beginning verse or the course or "maybe god can be on both sides of the gun, never understood why some of us never get it so good."

    Clairvoyant-- the story so far
    "Don't paint me black when I used to be golden"
    "This is your life, there's no way to run from it, the doubt in your brain or the pain in your stomach"

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  39. Rise Against "Savior"

    there is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
    and there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
    but seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
    like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear
    so tell me now

    if this ain't love then how do we get out?
    because I don't know
    that's when she said I don't hate you boy
    I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
    that's when I told her I love you girl
    but I'm not the answer to the questions that you still have

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  40. Ok, so i have a few, each for the different 'phases' and emotions Kai/Anna are feeling at the time <3

    Bruno Mars - Talking to the Moon
    I know you're somewhere out there
    Somewhere far away
    I want you back
    I want you back

    

John Legend - All of Me

    My head's under water
    But I'm breathing fine
    You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

    
Stay - Rihanna & Mikki Ekko
    Not really sure how to feel about it.
    Something in the way you move
    Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
    It takes me all the way.
    I want you to stay

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  41. "I'm the devil's son straight out of hell,
    and you’re an angel with a haunted heart.
    If you were smart you’d run and protect yourself
    from the demon living in the dark..."

    Save Yourself by My Darkest Days. I think of Kai whenever I listen to it.

    "I think you can do much better than me,
    after all the lies that I made you believe...

    I told myself I won't miss you
    But I remember
    What it feels like beside you!
    I really miss your hair in my face
    And the way your innocence tastes
    And I think you should know this
    You deserve much better than me."

    Better Than Me by Hinder.

    I thought this line would be a bit appropriate... "Me and my dirty mind, been working overtime."
    Dirty Mind By Halestorm

    "You take the breath right out of me,
    and left a hole where my heart should be.
    You gotta fight just to make it through
    'cause I will be the death of you."

    Breath by Breaking Benjamin

    You could also possibly use Addicted by Saving Abel. Don't know how much it fits, though.
    Hope this is alright!
    Good luck!

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  42. Ok, I'm going old school here...

    The Cure : Love Song
    Whenever I'm alone with you ...
    You make me feel like I am home again
    Whenever I'm alone with you you ...
    You make me feel like I am whole again.

    Foreigner : I've been waiting
    This heart of mine has been hurt before...
    This time I wanna be sure...
    I've been waiting for a girl like you to come into my life.

    Whitesnake : Is this love ?
    I can't stop this feeling...
    I've been this way before
    But, with you I've found the key to open any door.

    How about
    Paramore : I caught myself
    You got it
    You got it
    Some kind of Magic
    Hypnotic, hypnotic
    You're leaving me breathless

    I do like all the others listed, good luck !!

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  43. Sweater Weather

    All I am is a man
    I want the world in my hands
    I hate the beach
    But I stand
    In California with my toes in the sand
    Use the sleeves of my sweater
    Let's have an adventure
    Head in the clouds but my gravity's centered
    Touch my neck and I'll touch yours
    You in those little high-waisted shorts, oh

    She knows what I think about
    And what I think about
    One love, two mouths
    One love, one house
    No shirt, no blouse
    Just us, you find out
    Nothing that I wouldn't wanna tell you about, no

    'Cause it's too cold
    For you here and now
    So let me hold
    Both your hands in the holes of my sweater

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  45. I love this song but I'm not sure how you can use it...maybe the chorus?
    Live - Lightning Crashes


    Oh, now feel it comin' back again
    Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
    Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
    I can feel it

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  46. Oh and The Proclaimers!

    But I would walk five hundred miles
    And I would walk five hundred more
    Just to be the man who walked a thousand miles
    To fall down at your door

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  47. More lyrics from The Proclaimers

    When I'm lonely, well, I know I'm gonna be
    I'm gonna be the man who's lonely without you
    And when I'm dreaming, well, I know I'm gonna dream
    I'm gonna dream about the time when I'm with you
    When I go out (When I go out), well, I know I'm gonna be
    I'm gonna be the man who goes along with you
    And when I come home (When I come home), yes, I know I'm gonna be
    I'm gonna be the man who comes back home with you
    I'm gonna be the man who's coming home with you

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  48. Perfect song for Sweet Peril: I Will Be by Leona Lewis
    " I will be all that you want
    And gather myself together
    Cause you keep me from falling apart
    All my life, I'll be with you forever
    To get you through the day
    And make everything OK

    I thought that I had everything
    I didn't know what life could bring
    But now I see, honestly

    You're the one thing I got right
    The only one I let inside
    Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me"

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  49. Did I hear you right
    'Cause I thought you said
    Let's think it over

    You have been my life
    And I never planned
    Growing old without you

    Shadows bleeding through the light
    Where a love once shined so bright
    Came without a reason

    Don't let go on us tonight
    Love's not always black and white
    Haven't I always loved you?

    But when I need you
    You're almost here
    And I know that's
    Not enough
    But when I'm with you
    I'm close to tears
    'Cause you're only almost here

    I would change the world
    If I had a chance
    Oh won't you let me

    Treat me like a child
    Throw your arms around me
    oh Please protect me

    Bruised and battered by your words
    Dazed and shattered now it hurts
    Haven't I always loved you

    But when I need you
    You're almost here
    And I know that's
    Not enough
    But when I'm with you
    I'm close to tears
    'Cause you're only almost herected


    "Almost Here" by Brian McFadden ft. Delta Goodrem



    I absolutely love this song and it reminds me of Kai and Anna.

    Sigh for Kai.... <3

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  51. There's this one song called Fell In Love With a Girl by the White Stripes and it's like the embodiment of the Kaidan that I've imagined up.

    Here' part of the song. Not all of it applies to the books, but so much of it could that you should just check it out anyway. I've bolded my favorite parts.

    Fell in love with a girl
    fell in love once and almost completely

    she's in love with the world
    but sometimes these feelings
    can be so misleading
    she turns and says are you alright?
    I said I must be fine cause my heart's still beating

    come and kiss me by the riverside,
    bobby says it's fine he don't consider it cheating

    Red hair with a curl
    mellow roll for the flavor
    and the eyes were peeping
    can't keep away from the girl
    these two sides of my brain
    need to have a meeting
    can't think of anything to do
    my left brain knows that
    all love is fleeting

    she's just looking for something new
    and I said it once before
    but it bears repeating

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  52. 1.) Scream by Usher
    And I've tried to fight it, to fight it
    But you're so magnetic, magnetic
    Got one life, just live it, just live it
    Now relax, and get on your back

    If you wanna scream, yeah
    Let me know and I'll take you there
    Get you going like
    Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby baby
    Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
    If you want it done right
    Hope you're ready to go all night
    Get you going like
    Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby baby
    Ah-ooh baby baby ooh baby
    If you wanna scream

    2.) Starstruck by 3Oh!3
    'Cause I just set them up, just set them up
    Just set them up to knock them down
    'Cause I just set them up, just set them up
    Just set them up to knock them down

    I think I should know
    How to make love to something innocent
    Without leaving my fingerprints out
    Now, L O V E is just another word
    I never learned to pronounce

    How do I say I'm sorry
    'Cause the word is just never gonna come out
    Now, L O V E is just another word
    I never learned to pronounce

    3.) Deja Vu by 3Oh!3
    Hey, Mr. Bartender mix me a drink,
    I really need something to tell me it's okay not to think,
    Because I've been to all these bars
    And I've seen all these places.
    I've hit on all these girls
    I've heard the same conversations.

    Cab driver, cab driver
    Take me away,
    'Cause I already know
    All the words that she'll say.
    And I'll be creepin' out the window
    At the first sign of day,
    'Cause every single night it seems to go the same way.
    ...
    I did it like this,
    I did it like that,
    And it always comes back somehow
    I don't know how
    To break this pattern down.

    4.) For Your Entertainment by Adam Lambert
    No escaping when I start
    Once I'm in I own your heart
    There's no way you'll ring the alarm
    So hold on until it's over

    Oh!
    Do you know what you got into
    Can you handle what I'm 'bout to do
    'Cause it's about to get rough for you
    I'm here for your entertainment Oh!
    I bet you thought that I was soft and sweet
    You thought an angel swept you off your feet
    But I'm about to turn up the heat
    I'm here for your entertainment

    5.) Shady by Adam Lambert
    Baby I'm on the hunt
    Baby I've got my target on you
    Trouble, that's what I want
    And I'm gonna do just what I have to
    Get your ass down to the front
    Go on and pull it out, I dare you
    Sorry I'm kinda drunk
    But did you just say your game was brand new?

    No I ain't broken but I, I need a fix
    That satisfaction when I, I get my kicks
    I'm up all night
    I'm out of sight
    Don't turn on the light
    Cause I'm feeling so shady lately
    ...
    I throw more shade than a cloudy day
    The brakes don't work
    I'm just a runaway train
    Somebody come and help me out
    All I wanna be is free
    I'm just tryin' to get down
    Now I can't get up
    I'm shady lately

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  53. I paid all my dues and she wanted to know
    That I'd never leave her now I'm ready to go
    As strange as it seems, she's endless to me
    She's just like paperwork but harder to read

    (Ed Sheeran - She)

    THIS IS SO KAIDAN<3


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  54. The first summer we spent, one will never forget
    Looking for any kind of reason to escape all the mess
    That we thought was what made us
    Ain't it funny now, we can see
    We're who we're meant to be

    ------------------------------------------------

    Those late summers we spent, stay up talking all night
    I'd ask, "You think we'd ever make it?"
    You say, "I'm sure, if it's right."
    Ain't it funny to think just how stupid I used to be?
    Hope you always believe

    ------------------------------------------

    Let them talk and talk and talk
    Let them say what they want
    We will laugh at the thought
    They don't know what we got

    Sleeping With Sirens - All My Heart

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  55. Icon for Hire "Hope of Morning"

    My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast
    Blurs all the colors 'til I can't see past
    The last mistake, the choice I made
    Staring in the mirror with myself to blame

    Icon for Hire "Hope of Morning"

    But my disorder can't be cured by a bottle, blade or dose

    Icon for Hire "Hope of Morning"

    Try as I might to keep it together
    Why is recovery taking forever
    Fool the whole world, just until I get better
    I'm terrified I'll be faking forever

    Rise Against "Satellite"

    We'll sneak out while they sleep
    And sail off in the night.
    We'll come clean and start over the rest of our lives.
    When we're gone we'll stay gone.
    Out of sight, out of mind.
    It's not too late,
    We have the rest of our lives.

    Icon for Hire "Iodine"

    I don't like pain, but I bring it to life
    I don't like scars but I am good with a knife
    I don't like tears but I'm starting to cry
    And then I realize I'm destroying my life

    Rise Against "The Good Left Undone"

    All because of you,
    I believe in angels.
    Not the kind with wings,
    No, not the kind with halos,
    The kind that bring you home,
    When home becomes a strange place.

    Rise Against "Swing Life Away"

    If love is a labor,
    I'll slave till the end

    The Material "Gasoline"

    You are gasoline, you are fire and smoke
    You're the air I breathe, and the reason I choke
    You can light the match, but just let it go
    You're the poison in my lungs, and my only antidote
    You are gasoline, we're about to explode

    Icon for Hire "Theater"

    I'm getting pretty good at feeding them the lines they like
    But I don't recognize the girl that I face each night

    Rise Against "Roadside"

    Tell me what I'm supposed to do,
    With all these left over feelings of you;
    'Cause I don't know

    And tell me how I'm supposed to feel,
    When all these nightmares become real;
    'Cause I don't know

    Linkin Park "Numb"

    Every step that I take is another mistake to you

    Hollywood Undead "S.C.A.V.A."

    When the end is getting closer
    And the earth has burned the sky
    Now repent 'cause it's all over
    Just let me die

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  56. Three Days Grace-Life Starts Now

    And now it's your chance to move on
    Change the way you've lived for so long
    And find the strength you've had inside all along


    Seether-Diseased

    Leave your mark under my skin
    Oh my, how strong you are
    And feast your eyes on my disdain
    And hope this one won't scar
    I will never belong to you again


    Three Days Grace-Give In To Me

    Love is a feeling
    Give it when I want it
    ‘Cause I’m on fire
    Quench my desire
    Give it when I want it
    Talk to me woman
    Give in to me
    Give in to me

    Love is a feeling
    its taken me higher
    Give it when I want it
    ‘Cause I’m on fire
    Talk to me woman
    Give it when I want it
    Give in to me
    Give in to me

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  57. I'm that flight that you get on, international
    First class seat on my lap girl, riding comfortable

    'Cause I know what the girl them need,
    New York to Haiti
    I got lipstick stamps on my passport,
    You make it hard to leave
    -Jason Derulo 'Talk Dirty'

    I smile and laugh every time I think of Kai when I listen to this song!:D

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  58. "You are the snowstorm
    I'm purified
    The darkest fairytale
    In the dead of night" - Salvation by Gabrielle Aplin I listened to so many of her songs while reading Sweet Peril!

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  59. Angel with a Shotgun
    By The Cab

    They say before you start a war,
    you better know what you're fighting for.
    Well baby, you are all that I adore,
    if love is what you need, a soldier I will be.

    I'm an angel with a shotgun,
    fighting 'til the war's won,
    I don't care if heaven won't take me back.
    I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe.
    Don't you know you're everything I have?
    ..and I wanna live, not just survive, tonight.

    PERFECT for KAI!!!

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  60. Bad things- Jace Everett
    when you came in the air went out
    and every shadow filled up with doubt
    I don't know who you think you are but before the night is through
    I want to do bad things with you
    I'm the kind to sit up in his room
    heart sick and eyes filled up with blue
    I don't know what you done to me but I know this much is true
    I wanna do bad things with you

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  61. Green Light by 5 Seconds of Summer
    Lyrics:
    You got me where you want me,
    I'm hanging on your every word,
    It's such a twisted story,
    How you got me,
    Now you got me.

    Let me give you what you need.

    [Chorus:]
    It's taking me over,
    I don't wanna play this game no more,
    All you gotta do is tell me right now,
    You want me right now, come on,
    Give me the green light,
    We could have all night,
    If you just say the word,
    Tell me it's alright,
    Give me the green light.

    I feel like this part of the song would be playing over and over in Kai's head while on the road-trip with Anna.

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  62. What about Dark Side by Kelly Clarkson

    Oh oh oh, there's a place that I know
    It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
    If I show it to you now
    Will it make you run away?

    Or will you stay
    Even if it hurts
    Even if I try to push you out
    Will you return?
    And remind me who I really am
    Please remind me who I really am

    Everybody's got a dark side
    Do you love me?
    Can you love mine?
    Nobody's a picture perfect
    But we're worth it
    You know that we're worth it
    Will you love me?
    Even with my dark side?

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  63. Monster by Imagine Dragons. I thought of this song when I read Sweet Evil.
    "If I told you what I was,
    Would you turn your back on me?
    And if I seem dangerous,
    Would you be scared?
    I get the feeling just because
    Everything I touch isn't dark enough
    That this problem lies in me

    I'm only a man with a candle to guide me,
    I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me.
    A monster, a monster,
    I've turned into a monster,
    A monster, a monster,
    And it keeps getting stronger.

    Can I clear my conscience,
    If I'm different from the rest,
    Do I have to run and hide? (oh oh oh oh)
    I never said that I want this,
    This burden came to me,
    And it's made its home inside (oh oh oh oh)"

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  64. Bite My Tongue by You Me At SIx - This song makes me think of Kai so much.

    "You keep me on the edge of my seat
    I bite my tongue so you don't hear me
    I wanna hate every part of you in me
    I can't hate the ones who made me

    I'm married to the music, for better for worse
    You say that I'm privileged, but my gift is my curse
    I can't recall the last time someone asking how I was
    Last I checked I was a fucking wreck, I called for help and no one showed up
    So I sit in the dirt."


    Clarity by Zedd - These lines are kinda like how Kai feels about Anna.

    "'Cause you are, the piece of me,
    I wish, I didn't need
    Chasing, relentlessly,
    Still fight and I don't know why

    If our love, is tragedy,
    Why are you my remedy?
    If our love's, insanity,
    Why are you my clarity?"

    Hope I've helped, Wendy :)
    From Jess D x

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  68. Probably Bring me the horizon - deathbeds

    Eyes like a car crash
    I know I shouldn't look but I can't turn away.
    Body like a whiplash,
    Salt my wounds but I can't heal the way
    I feel about you.

    I watch you like a hawk
    I watch you like I'm gonna tear you limb from limb
    Will the hunger ever stop?
    Can we simply starve this sin?

    The moment of their first kiss

    That little kiss you stole
    It held my heart and soul
    And like a deer in the headlights I meet my fate
    Don't try to fight the storm
    You'll tumble overboard
    Tides will bring me back to you

    And on my deathbed, all I'll see is you
    The life may leave my lungs
    But my heart will stay with you


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  69. The Neighbourhood - A Little Death

    Touch me, yeah
    I want you to touch me there
    Make me feel like I am breathing
    Feel like I am human

    One of the most sexy and sensitive songs - just like Anna and Kai. This song always reminds me about Kaiden

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  70. Bring Me The Horizon - Hospital for Souls

    "And then I found out how hard it is to really change
    Even Hell can get comfy once you've settled in...
    I just wanted the numb inside of me to leave
    No matter how fucked you get -
    Sorrow is there when you come back down..
    Funny thing is: all I ever wanted, I already had.
    There's glimpses of Heaven in every day...
    In the friends that I have, the music I make
    The love that I feel.
    I just had to start again..."


    The fragile, the broken
    Sit in circles and stay unspoken
    We are powerless...
    Because we all walk alone on an empty staircase
    Silent halls and nameless faces
    I am powerless...

    Everybody wants to go to Heaven
    But nobody wants to die
    I can fear death no longer
    I've died a thousand times

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  71. Well I'm down on my knees again
    And I pray to the only one
    Who has the strength
    To bear the pain
    To forgive all the things that I've done

    — One Caress by Depeche Mode.
    It's for chapter 12, Sweet Reckoning :)

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  72. "Need Help! Kaidan Music?"
    Hi, Wendy! I am from Russia and I also decided to take part in "Kaidan Music"! I'm a big fan of the series "Sweet Evil" and I'm a big fan of the group "Arcade Fire". Songs of this group "My Body Is A Cage" and "We Exist" always reminded me of Kai, and I just can’t wrest them out of 4 lines! I hope you can handle this, because it is very hard for me.
    Sorry for the bad translation! I would have written more if knew English ...
    Best wishes from Russia! I love you :)

    P.S lyrics

    "We Exist"

    Walking around head full of sound
    Acting like we don't exist
    Walk in a room stare out through you
    Talking like we don't exist

    But we exist

    Daddy it's true, I'm different from you
    But tell me why they treat me like this?
    You turn away, what could I say
    Not the first betrayed by a kiss

    Maybe it's true
    They're staring at you
    When you walk in a room

    Turn on us fine
    Stare if you like
    Or just let us through
    Just let us through

    Down on your knees
    Begging us please
    Praying that we don't exist

    Daddy it's fine, I'm used to them now
    But tell me why they treat me like this?
    Is it because we do it like this?

    Maybe it's true
    They're staring at you
    When you walk in a room

    Turn on us fine
    Stare if you like
    Or just let us through
    Just let us through

    Let them stare
    Let them stare
    That's all right with you

    But lose myself
    If it turn away from you

    Daddy told him to wait
    Mother, I'm so scared
    But will you watch us drown?
    You know that they will

    You know that we're young
    You know that we're confused
    But will you watch us drown?
    What are you so afraid to lose?

    Down on their knees
    Begging us please
    Praying that we don't exist

    We exist

    "My Body Is A Cage"

    My body is a cage that keeps me
    From dancing with the one I love
    But my mind holds the key

    My body is a cage that keeps me
    From dancing with the one I love
    But my mind holds the key

    I'm standing on a stage
    Of fear and self-doubt
    It's a hollow play
    But they'll clap anyway

    My body is a cage that keeps me
    From dancing with the one I love
    But my mind holds the key

    You're standing next to me
    My mind holds the key

    I'm living in an age
    That calls darkness light
    Though my language is dead
    Still the shapes fill my head

    I'm living in an age
    Whose name I don't know
    Though the fear keeps me moving
    Still my heart beats so slow

    My body is a cage that keeps me
    From dancing with the one I love
    But my mind holds the key

    You're standing next to me
    My mind holds the key
    My body is a

    My body is a cage
    We take what we're given
    Just because you've forgotten
    That don't mean you're forgiven

    I'm living in an age
    That screams my name at night
    But when I get to the doorway
    There's no one in sight

    I'm living in an age
    That laughs
    When I'm dancing
    With the one I love
    But my mind holds the key

    You're standing next to me
    My mind holds the key

    Set my spirit free

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  73. Demons- Mayday parade
    I made a brand of my own poison that I gave to you
    It was the first of my experiments I’m going to put you through
    Now it’ll only make you dizzy, sick, and paralyzed
    I think you’ll live without the antidote, the ending’s a surprise
    I think you’ll lie

    One fell out of my dreams
    It crept into my heart
    Found the one and made its home there
    I can’t help what I’ve become
    And when it’s over stay true and act the part
    I know it won’t last but that’s the way it goes

    Now I can live with all my demons, we all get along
    And they whisper in my ear “we’re safe, there’s always something wrong”
    And if it looks like Armageddon’s coming down today
    I’ll kick back a bottle of that poison, it’s made for you and me
    Come on, let’s go

    One fell out of my dreams
    It crept into your heart
    Paved the way for me to follow
    But I was only 17
    And when it’s over, stay true and act the part
    I know it won’t last but that’s the way it goes

    Then I could feel it on, it’s burning through my veins
    I saw light today, I could manipulate
    I made an ocean for you to sail
    I promise you calm seas
    Small waves through everything
    I’ll make it easy, but I’ll float away
    And if you find me currents to follow me
    I hope you will

    One fell out of my dreams
    It crept into my heart
    Found the one and made its home there
    I can’t help what I’ve become
    And when it’s over stay true and act the part
    I know it won’t last but that’s the way it goes

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  74. 2nd verse of the only exception by paramore
    Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul
    That love never lasts.
    And we've got to find other ways to make it alone.
    Or keep a straight face.

    And I've always lived like this
    Keeping a comfortable distance.
    And up until now I have sworn to myself
    That I'm content with loneliness.

    Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

    Well you are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.

    I've got a tight grip on reality,
    But I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
    I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up.
    Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream.
    Oh-oh-oh-ohhh.

    You are the only exception. [4x]

    You are the only exception. [4x]

    And I'm on my way to believing.
    Oh, and I'm on my way to believing.

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  75. "Time Bomb"
    All time low
    From the get-go I knew this was hard to hold
    Like a crash the whole thing spun out of control
    Oh, on a wire, we were dancing
    Two kids, no consequences
    Pull the trigger, without thinking
    There's only one way down this road

    It was like a time bomb set into motion
    We knew that we were destined to explode
    And if I have to pull you out of the wreckage
    You know I'm never gonna let you go
    We're like a time bomb
    Gonna lose it, let's defuse it
    Baby, we're like a time bomb
    But I need it
    Wouldn't have it any other way

    Well there's no way out of this
    So let's stay in
    Every storm that comes,
    Also comes to an end.
    Oh, resistance is useless
    Just two kids stupid and fearless
    Like a bullet shooting the love-sick
    There's only one way down this road

    It was like a time bomb set into motion
    We knew that we were destined to explode
    And if I have to pull you out of the wreckage
    You know I'm never gonna let you go
    We're like a time bomb
    Gonna lose it, let's defuse it
    Baby, we're like a time bomb
    But I need it
    Wouldn't have it any other way

    Got my heart in your hands, like a time bomb ticking
    It goes off, we start again
    When it breaks, we fix it
    Got your heart in my hands, like a time bomb ticking
    We should know better,
    But we won't let go

    It was like a time bomb set into motion
    We knew that we were destined to explode (destined to explode)
    And if I have to pull you out of the wreckage
    You know I'm never gonna let you let me go
    Like a time bomb
    Gonna lose it, let's defuse it
    Baby we're like a time bomb
    But I need it
    Wouldn't have it any other way

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  76. I Swear This Time I Mean It- mayday parade
    Oh Florida, please be still tonight
    Don't disturb this love of mine
    Look how she's so serene
    You've gotta help me out

    And count the stars to form in lines
    And find the words we'll sing in time
    I want to keep her dreaming
    It's my one wish, I won't forget this

    I'm outdated, overrated
    Morning seems so far way

    So I'll sing a melody
    And hope to God she's listening
    Sleeping softly while I sing
    And I'll be your memories
    Your lullaby for all the times
    Hoping that my voice could get it right

    If luck is on my side tonight
    My clumsy tongue will make it right
    And wrists that touch
    It isn't much, but it's enough
    To form imaginary lines
    Forget your scars, we'll forget mine
    The hours change so fast
    Oh God, please make this last

    'Cause I'm outdated, overrated
    Morning seems so far way

    So I'll sing a melody
    And hope to God she's listening
    Sleeping softly while I sing
    And I'll be your memories
    Your lullaby for all the times
    Hoping that my voice could get it right
    Could get it right

    You could crush me
    Please don't crush me
    'Cause baby I'm a dreamer for sure
    And I won't let you down
    I swear this time I mean it

    And I'll sing a melody
    And hope to God she's listening
    Sleeping softly while I sing
    And I'll be your memories
    Your lullaby for all the times
    Hoping that my voice could get it right

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  77. goodbye secondhand sernade
    I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
    Cause everything we've been through
    And everything about you
    Seemed to be a lie
    A guiltless twisted lie
    It made me learn to hate you
    Or hate myself for letting it pass by

    All I had to say is goodbye
    We're better off this way
    We're better off this way
    All I had to say is goodbye
    We're better off this way
    We're better off this way

    and lastly,
    "Miserable At Best"

    Katie, don't cry, I know
    You're trying your hardest
    And the hardest part is letting go
    Of the nights we shared
    Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
    But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
    And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

    Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
    (I know he's there and)
    You're probably hanging out and making eyes
    (while across the room, he stares)
    I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
    And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

    Because these words were never easier for me to say
    Or her to second guess
    But I guess
    That I can live without you but
    Without you I'll be miserable at best

    You're all that I hoped I'd find
    In every single way
    And everything I could give
    Is everything you couldn't take
    Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
    And the hardest part of living
    Is just taking breaths to stay

    Because I know I'm good for something
    I just haven't found it yet
    But I need it

    So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
    (I know he's there and)
    You're probably hanging out and making eyes
    (while across the room, he stares)
    I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
    And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

    Because these words were never easier for me to say
    Or her to second guess
    But I guess
    That I can live without you but
    Without you I'll be miserable at best

    Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

    And this will be the first time in a week
    That I'll talk to you
    And I can't speak
    It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
    Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
    And I got the point that I should leave you alone
    But we both know that I'm not that strong
    And I miss the lips that made me fly

    So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
    (I know he's there and)
    You're probably hanging out and making eyes
    (while across the room, he stares)
    I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
    And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

    Because these words were never easier for me to say
    Or her to second guess
    But I guess
    That I can live without you but
    Without you I'll be miserable
    And I can live without you
    But without you I'll be miserable
    And I can live without you
    Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

    Thank you! sorry about the multiple comments. hahha! God bless and more power to you! Looking forward to your next project!

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  78. Listen ma I’ll give you all I got
    Get me off of this
    I need confidence in myself
    Listen ma I’ll give you all of me
    Give me all of it, I need all of it to myself
    So tell me you love me

    The Weeknd – Wicked Games

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  79. "Save Me" by My Darkest Days:

    Spanish lullabies under moonlit skies, we found love there.
    Dancing in the sand, walking hand in hand both without a care.
    Haunted by her past completely in her grasp, simply unaware.
    Was it meant to last, it fell apart so fast, life is just not fair.

    It's time to face what this love has done to me,
    I can’t escape, only your love can save me.

    You’re the only one who matters, and the only one for me,
    Now I’m lonelier than ever only your love can save me.
    I’ve wanted this forever, but I want you all for me,
    You can put me back together, only your love can save me.

    Each day I’m in hell, everyone can tell by the look on my face,
    Not one day goes by that I don’t wonder why don’t believe its fate.

    It's time to face what this love has done to me,
    I can’t escape, only your love can save me.

    You’re the only one who matters, and the only one for me,
    Now I’m lonelier than ever only your love can save me.
    I’ve wanted this forever, but I want you all for me,
    You can put me back together, only your love can save me.

    It's time to face what this love has done to me,
    I can’t escape, only your love can save me.

    Only your love can save me,
    Whoa, whoa oh, whoa, whoa oh
    Whoa, whoa oh, whoa, whoa oh
    Only your love can save me.

    You’re the only one who matters, and the only one for me,
    Now I’m lonelier than ever only your love can save me.
    I’ve wanted this forever, but I want you all for me,
    You can put me back together, only your love can save me.
    Whoa, whoa oh, whoa, whoa oh
    Only your love can save me.
    Whoa, whoa oh, whoa, whoa oh
    Only your love can save me.

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  80. "Save Yourself" by My Darkest Days:

    I’m the devil’s son straight out of hell
    And you’re an angel with a haunted heart
    If you’re smart you’d run and protect yourself
    From the demon living in the dark
    There’s nothing to be gained cause I can never change
    And you can never understand my sickness
    (I’ll never understand my sickness)

    Save yourself
    From a life full of lies and a heart full of pain and sorrow
    Save yourself
    From the choices I make cause nothing but failure follows me
    Save yourself

    You’re the perfect drug when it hurts like hell
    I've never needed anyone so much
    There’s no-one else I love and I curse myself
    Cause the right thing is to give you up

    I’m overcome by shame cause I can never change
    And you can never understand my sickness
    (I’ll never understand my sickness)

    Save yourself
    From a life full of lies and a heart full of pain and sorrow
    Save yourself
    From the choices I make cause nothing but failure follows me
    Save yourself
    From a life full of lies and a heart full of pain and sorrow
    Save yourself
    From the choices I make cause nothing but failure follows me
    Save yourself

    You'll never understand my sickness
    (I’ll never understand my sickness)
    Cause i don’t understand my sickness
    (I’ll never understand my sickness)

    Save yourself
    From a life full of lies and a heart full of pain and sorrow
    Save yourself
    From the choices I make cause nothing but failure follows me
    Save yourself
    From a life full of lies and a heart full of pain and sorrow
    Save yourself
    From the choices I make cause nothing but failure follows me

    Save yourself

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  81. A song for shortly after Kaidan leaves Anna:
    "Perfect" - My Darkest Days
    Lyric Snippet:
    I shouldn't have fallen in love with her
    It's been nothing but trouble till now
    I shouldn't have fallen in love at all
    But I couldn't stop myself
    What gives her the right to tear up my life
    How dare she be so perfect
    What did I do to deserve this


    Another great song for Kaidan and Anna because she gives him hope for a future:
    "Alive" - Adelitas Way
    The whole song is great for them but here's a snippet:
    And I feel alive when I'm with you
    Everytime it's something new
    Never knew what love could feel like
    until I walked away the first time


    And here's a song from Anna to Kaidan:
    "I love you" - Avril Lavigne

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  82. Sleepless by Cazzette
    It kills my heart to see
    Your eyes are no longer on me
    It's critical to me
    You stop messing with me

    It kills my heart to know
    You don't think this love could grow
    Cause anywhere you'd go
    You know I would follow

    Cause I'm sleepless about you
    Sleepless about you
    Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
    Sleepless about you
    Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

    It kills my heart to see
    Your eyes are no longer on me
    It's critical to me
    You stop messing with me

    It kills my heart to know
    You don't think this love could grow
    Cause anywhere you'd go
    You know I would follow

    Cause I'm sleeeeeeeeeeep
    Sleeeeeeeep

    You kissed my heart you know
    Like no one ever did before
    And I heard you moved on
    Yeah I hear you moved on

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  83. Break free by Ariana grande
    This is the part when I say I don't want it
    I'm stronger than I've been before
    This is the part when I break free
    Cause I can't resist it no more

    You were better, deeper
    I was under a spell
    Like a deadly fear I am, babe
    On the highway to hell

    I only want to die alive
    Never by the hands of a broken heart
    I don't wanna hear you lie tonight
    Now that I've become who I really am

    This is the part when I say I don't want it
    I'm stronger than I've been before
    This is the part when I break free
    Cause I can't resist it no more

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  84. Strangers by Seven Lions
    Don't wanna be a stranger, wanna be the one you need
    I can be your world, your life, your lover, all for free
    All the little things come back, the things we used to be
    Nobody can take us down, there is only you and me

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  85. Come Alive by Rachel Taylor
    Take away the make up and the clothes that I wear
    I've got a heart that's beating softly and it's gasping for air
    'Cause I'm alive, but I'm not living
    Afraid to show you all the mess I hope deep inside
    Gotta knack for holding back and I'm the first one to hide
    'Cause I'm alive, but I'm not living
    I never thought that I would find
    Someone who would take my mind
    Off of who I used to be
    What I left behind
    You picked me up
    Oh my dear, you saved me
    And you make me feel
    Like I'm not so crazy
    With you
    I come alive with you
    I'll breathe you in
    And I'll hold you close
    And where you are
    Is where I'll go
    With you
    I come alive with you
    I come alive with you
    You came in and you showed me what a love should be
    It was strange, you captivated every part of me
    Brought me to life and now I'm living
    I never thought that I would find

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  86. "Everything Has Changed" by Taylor Swift and Ed Sheeren

    All I knew this morning when I woke
    Is I know something now,
    know something now
    I didn't before
    And all I've seen
    since 18 hours ago
    his green eyes and freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel right
    I just want to know you better know
    you better know
    you better now
    I just want to know you better know
    you better know you better now

    I just want to know you better know
    you better know
    you better now
    I just want to know you
    know you
    know you

    Cause all I know is we said hello
    And your eyes look like coming home
    All I know is a simple name,
    everything has changed
    All I know is you held the door
    You'll be mine and I'll be yours
    All I know since yesterday
    is everything has changed

    And all my walls stood tall,
    painted blue
    But I'll take 'em down,
    take 'em down
    and open up the door for you

    And all I feel in my stomach
    is butterflies the beautiful kind
    Making up for lost time,
    taking flight,
    making me feel right

    I just want to know you better know
    you better know
    you better now
    I just want to know you better know
    you better know
    you better now
    I just want to know you better know
    you better know
    you better now
    I just want to know you
    know you
    know you

    Cause all I know is we said hello
    And your eyes look like coming home
    All I know is a simple name,
    everything has changed
    All I know is you held the door
    You'll be mine and I'll be yours
    All I know since yesterday
    is everything has changed

    Come back and tell me why
    I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time
    And meet me there tonight
    And let me know that it's not all in my mind

    I just want to know you better know
    you better know
    you better now
    I just want to know you
    know you
    know you

    Cause all I know is we said hello
    And your eyes look like coming home
    All I know is a simple name,
    everything has changed
    All I know is you held the door
    You'll be mine and I'll be yours
    All I know since yesterday
    is everything has changed

    All I know is we said hello
    So dust off your highest hopes
    All I know is pouring rain
    And everything has changed
    All I know is a newfound grace
    All my days,
    I'll know your face

    All I know since yesterday is everything has changed



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  87. Aviation High by Semi Precious Weapons! For me, this song is the perfect sum up of Kai and Anna and their relationship. The vibe, the words, the FEELS...ugh I love it!! :))

    All the lyrics are amazing but these are standouts:

    I like the way you look in my house
    I like the way you look in my sheets
    I like the way you taste with a drink
    I like the way you taste with a smile
    I like the way you taste when I sing
    I like it when it's been a while

    We're alive, alive
    We're aviation high

    And:

    I found myself counting the days
    I found myself counting your lashes
    I think I memorized your face
    But then again, who hasn't

    Moments when you say what you should
    Moments when you say something better
    Feels so good I wish you would
    Keep on saying them forever

    We're alive, alive
    We're aviation high


    Aviation High by Semi Precious Weapons

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  88. A line from the song "Closer" by Kings of Leon:
    She took my heart, I think she took my soul
    This song has a very sexy beat and sway to it. It all around reminds me of Kaiden.

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  89. I look forward to reading your books ad thank you for the opportunity.

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  90. I can't believe it took me this long to remember this song.


    MONSTERS - Timeflies by Katie Sky


    I hope I'm not too late.
    Kai and Ann <3

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  91. "Monsters"
    (feat. Katie Sky)

    [Chorus: Katie Sky]
    I see your monsters, I see your pain.
    Tell me your problems, I'll chase them away.
    I'll be your lighthouse. I'll make it okay.
    When I see your monsters I'll stand there so brave, and chase them all away.

    [Verse 1: Cal]
    A cup of coffee still steaming, staring back at me and it's blacker than the night, eh.
    I'm awake but still sleeping, I keep telling myself I'll be alright (I won't).
    And I know it can't get worse than today, sitting here and she's trying to rehearse what to say.
    See, she's in the bathroom and hoping I'm not in earshot, while she's getting used to the sound of her teardrops.
    Splash, it hits the towel and I know it's been awhile since you've seen me smile and laugh, like I used to.
    I've been in denial since it happened, just take me to the past, cause I just can't imagine losing you, too.
    I can't explain this so I keep it all inside, wear my pain but it's masked by my pride.
    She came to hold me and she cried, told me this and she stared into my eyes and said...

    [Chorus]

    [Verse 2:]
    I can't, you won't like what you see.
    If you were in my head and had to hear my plea.
    It's like, I can't believe this is happening to me.
    And could someone please shut off this fucking answering machine, so I can stop leaving these messages that you will never get.
    And all these cries for help you'll never see, you'll never check.
    But I guess it's easy for you to leave me.
    But believe me, see this isn't something that I'm a just forget.
    I would trade it all for one more minute, don't you see I really need you to talk to.
    Uh, I'm still sitting here wondering who did it, while I'm staring out our front door knowing you'll never walk through.
    Said you'd come right back, now you're gone like that.
    A blank stare as I stand so alone, I know you're never coming home. Damn.

    [Chorus]

    [Verse 3:]
    Uh, I got a heart made of fools gold, got me feeling so cold.
    They keep chipping away. All the promises I told, felt like I was on those, they keep slipping away.
    I want nobody else, but it's hard to get to know me when I don't know myself.
    And it helps cause I felt I was down, I was out, then you looked at me now and said...

    [Chorus: Katie Sky]
    I see your monsters, I see your pain.
    Tell me your problems, I'll chase them away.
    I'll be your lighthouse. I'll make it okay.
    When I see your monsters I'll stand there so brave...
    I see your monsters, I see your pain.
    Tell me your problems, I'll chase them away.
    I'll be your lighthouse. I'll make it okay.
    When I see your monsters I'll stand there so brave, and chase them away

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  92. (Do I wanna know?)
    If this feeling flows both ways?
    (Sad to see you go)
    Was sort of hoping that you'd stay
    (Baby we both know)
    That the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can't say tomorrow day

    Do I wanna know by the arctic monkeys

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  93. The Sex is Good by Saving Abel

    This song is perfect for Kai, especially before he meets Anna.

    [Verse 1]
    You know all my deepest secrets
    I think you know
    You know to keep 'em
    But I wonder if you know
    I hate sleeping alone

    So come and tell me what my kiss tastes like
    Don't wanna miss it
    So turn off the lights
    But I wonder if you know
    I hate sleeping alone

    [Chorus]
    I have to fake it
    I leave if I could
    I'm not in love
    But the sex is good
    You can't mistake it
    Because it's understood
    I'm not in love
    But the sex is good (yeahhh, mhm!)

    You got to know
    Know my weakness
    You always touch
    In all the right places
    We don't get along that well
    Not much for talk
    But you're hot as hell

    [Chorus]
    I have to fake it
    I leave if I could
    I'm not in love
    But the sex is good
    You can't mistake it
    Because it's understood
    I'm not in love
    But the sex is good (yeahhh mhm! yeahhh mhm!)

    [Verse 2]
    It's not like
    I wanna stick around
    It's just tonight
    I'm gonna lay you down (yeahhh)

    So now you know
    What my kiss tastes like
    So in the morning
    I say goodbye
    But I wonder
    If you know
    I hate sleeping alone

    [Chorus]
    I have to fake it
    I leave if I could
    I'm not in love
    But the sex is good
    You can't mistake it
    Because it's understood
    I'm not in love
    But the sex is good

    I have to fake it
    I leave if I could
    I'm not in love
    But the sex is good
    You can't mistake it
    Because it's understood
    I'm not in love
    But the sex is good (yeahhh mhm! yeahhh mhm!)

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  94. Beautiful war - Kings of Leon

    the whole song makes me remember when Kai reject Ana

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  95. Anywhere for you - John Martin

    Hey, would you believe me if I said
    We are here for a reason
    Now, this is our life
    This is what counts

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  96. Not sure if you're still looking for songs or not but this makes me think of Kai!

    Gemini Syndrome - Mourning Star

    Sick of myself my world my life
    Get out of my way this truth can’t lie
    I stop myself every second I try
    Every minute of time is an hour I die
    Sick of myself my world my life
    Get out of my way this truth can’t lie
    I stop myself every second I try
    Every minute of time is an hour I die

    Every day's another complication
    A journey through another maze
    I found my way through recapitulation
    Everything is still a haze
    But heaven still holds me
    I live my life inside imagination
    Keep the secrets I have made

    It’s the silence that enslaves me
    It’s the only thing that saves me

    If you knew what it meant to me
    To make it through tonight
    You would be a mourning star
    And guide me through this life

    Every day’s another conversation
    Soaking up instead with lies
    The whole thing’s open open to interpretation
    It should come as no surprise

    The enemy is everywhere
    The enemy is everywhere

    Death would be an ample compensation
    Even if it’s my demise
    But heaven doesn’t want me
    Head to toe in blood and perspiration
    I would wipe the tears and lies

    But heaven disowned me
    Now heaven won’t know me

    If you knew what it meant to me
    To make it through tonight
    You would be a mourning star
    and guide me through this life

    Nobody gets out alive
    And I know theres no way to buy my way
    (Sick of Myself my world my life
    Get out of my way this truth can’t lie)
    In
    I can’t say that I didn’t try
    I guess that I just have to try again

    If you knew what it meant to me
    To make it through tonight
    You would be a mourning star
    and guide me through this life

    You would be a mourning star
    and guide me through

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